So being retired from the Modeling circuit I found myself at a loss of what to do.  Personally Modeling just wasn't for me I guess, I liked being the canvas for other people's work but my heart wasn't really in it.  I made a bit of money from it though which made life a bit easier, but when you give up your job because of unreasonable expectations it becomes a pain to find a job that paid you like modeling did!  

Anywhosit, I am a filmmaker now...apparently.  Strange as it is, it's a great fit for me!  I got me a crew, I wrote me a script, and I got me some actors and filming commenced.  It's hard for sure and stressful as hell but dang nabbit I loves it!  I get to design just about everything and I am getting back into writing...oh how I missed writing.  I'm working 7 days a week from 9am-1am writing, drawing, and collaborating.   SO MUCH FUN!  I'm even entering a film festival *0uo*!  The only downside is that I'm not getting paid for any of this yet so a girl's gotta have another job to pay the bills (back to modeling I go.)